Sunday, April 12, 2009

Thank You God...

hai....first of all, thank you God for giving me back my life. after 2weeks i struggle fighting with my disease. suffering. today, i'm here again. walaupun dalam keadaan yang tidak terlalu sihat. but as long as i can walk, i can speak, i can see, it's more than enough. u must be puzzled, what happen to me actually?
The story begins on
30th march. i admitted to Hospital Labuan. i got high fever, headache n pain on my abdomen (specifically on my right kidney), but i dunno what is it actually. i go for the K.U.B but they didnt see anything. after 3 days at labuan, my condition is getting worst. im relying my life on the medicine they gave me.they cant do anything here actually, the doctor said, they lack of resources.
on the 2nd April, i managed to go to KK. my family already waiting at KKIA. i go to Rafflesia Clinic for scanning. and they found a large hole on my right kidney full with a moving fluid (known as abcess). im already infected. on that time, kalau ikut cerita my brother, they almost tida kenal sy. im getting thinner n thinner. after that, i go to HQE. but, i cant wait. their procedure are very slow. so, my sister urged me to go to SMC. she said "you deserved to be treat immediately. if anything happen, at least we try our best". then we go to SMC (Sabah Medical Centre).
on 3rd April, they did the CT Scan to identify the location of my cyst precisely. on that evening, the doctor did a drainage to take out the abcess from my kidney. they put a small tube on my right waist. it makes me difficult to move.
6th April, i had an operation to remove the cyst from my kidney. thank God, my kidney is still normal and they didnt remove it. after the operation, i cant even stand, im having a super painful. i having a difficulties in everything. its hard to talk, even to move an inch. they gave me a lot of pain killer, in form of drugs and medicine. im depending on the people surround me. n thank God, my family never leave me. i know they sacrifice a lot. sacrificing their time and money.
9th April, i go back to Keningau. my sister came and fetch me. im having a rest for 3days at kampung. i did whatever i shud did there.
12th April on Sunday, i came back to labuan. tapi sempat juga sia p church. this is the most meaningful Easter i ever had. the Lent Season is over but i know, this is God's will. He gave me this kind of trial so that i can learn the value of everything i had now.
i want to say a big thanks for all...my friends for the continuous support especially my housemate Tella who managed everything for me in labuan, Puan Laminah (u are just like a mother to me), Pastor n wife, Mr. Rubin and wife (thanks for visiting me), my collegues for your kindness, my beloved family for your caring, love and support ( i'll never forget that), my loved one for being there for me always in my time of need, indeed u gave me strength and hope (i promise, i'll love you forever)..may God bless you all...
Happy Easter...