Friday, May 8, 2009

Welcome to KML..new batch 2009/2010

aloha...first day of working again...for the new session. right now, we are busy preparing for tomorrow's registration for the new batch. n i can see here and there, so many things make up last minute. but, its gonna be ok tomorrow i think. i hope so. this afternoon, we got a rehearsal for each section, n pengarah will conduct it together with his konco2. hoho. i heard for this session, we has a name list of 3000++ new intake for the PST. tapi, selalunya bukan semua datang pun..some of them reject or ignore the tawaran. n not forgotten, my PDT students last session will also register at the same time with the new comer. umm, tida sabar mau tengok muka2 baru student sesi ni. sy ditugaskan di bahagian Kad Matrik pelajar. so, sia jadi photographer skijap la. haiyo...hopefully tomorrow tida jammed di sana, kalo tida pingsan la sia neh.hoho. neway, congratulation to semua yang berjaya ditawarkan ke Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan. the coolest part of HELL! bukan alang-alang!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Thank You God...

hai....first of all, thank you God for giving me back my life. after 2weeks i struggle fighting with my disease. suffering. today, i'm here again. walaupun dalam keadaan yang tidak terlalu sihat. but as long as i can walk, i can speak, i can see, it's more than enough. u must be puzzled, what happen to me actually?
The story begins on
30th march. i admitted to Hospital Labuan. i got high fever, headache n pain on my abdomen (specifically on my right kidney), but i dunno what is it actually. i go for the K.U.B but they didnt see anything. after 3 days at labuan, my condition is getting worst. im relying my life on the medicine they gave me.they cant do anything here actually, the doctor said, they lack of resources.
on the 2nd April, i managed to go to KK. my family already waiting at KKIA. i go to Rafflesia Clinic for scanning. and they found a large hole on my right kidney full with a moving fluid (known as abcess). im already infected. on that time, kalau ikut cerita my brother, they almost tida kenal sy. im getting thinner n thinner. after that, i go to HQE. but, i cant wait. their procedure are very slow. so, my sister urged me to go to SMC. she said "you deserved to be treat immediately. if anything happen, at least we try our best". then we go to SMC (Sabah Medical Centre).
on 3rd April, they did the CT Scan to identify the location of my cyst precisely. on that evening, the doctor did a drainage to take out the abcess from my kidney. they put a small tube on my right waist. it makes me difficult to move.
6th April, i had an operation to remove the cyst from my kidney. thank God, my kidney is still normal and they didnt remove it. after the operation, i cant even stand, im having a super painful. i having a difficulties in everything. its hard to talk, even to move an inch. they gave me a lot of pain killer, in form of drugs and medicine. im depending on the people surround me. n thank God, my family never leave me. i know they sacrifice a lot. sacrificing their time and money.
9th April, i go back to Keningau. my sister came and fetch me. im having a rest for 3days at kampung. i did whatever i shud did there.
12th April on Sunday, i came back to labuan. tapi sempat juga sia p church. this is the most meaningful Easter i ever had. the Lent Season is over but i know, this is God's will. He gave me this kind of trial so that i can learn the value of everything i had now.
i want to say a big thanks for all...my friends for the continuous support especially my housemate Tella who managed everything for me in labuan, Puan Laminah (u are just like a mother to me), Pastor n wife, Mr. Rubin and wife (thanks for visiting me), my collegues for your kindness, my beloved family for your caring, love and support ( i'll never forget that), my loved one for being there for me always in my time of need, indeed u gave me strength and hope (i promise, i'll love you forever)..may God bless you all...
Happy Easter...




Tuesday, March 24, 2009

ada waktunya...

...wah...lama btul sia tida update blog sy ni...bukan malas tapi tiada idea cmana utk mulakan ayat-ayatku. chewah., actually dlm 2minggu ni, macam2 yg brlaku sama sia. macam rasa ketulahan pula tau. malang betul...minggu lalu bersamaan dgn 19hb3/2009 skali lagi sia pigi emergency jam 2.30am. tida dapat tidur, sakit pinggang kananku. dalam masa kurang dari setengah jam, suhu badan sia naik mendadak. sampai d hospital, teda pula doktor, medical assistant ja yg ada. tu pun tpksa tunggu lambat sbb dorang ada emergency juga. tekeluar jugala air mataku yg mahal ini menahan sakit. Time tu mmg sia no idea apa sbenarnya mslh sia. sia stay d hosp sampai jam 5am sbb mo tunggu result darah n urine sia..time sia mo tetidur suda, MA tu panggil, ada suda result. dorang bagitau, sia kena Urinary Tract Infection (UTI) again (ni suda kali yang ke 2) myebabkan sia rasa balik2 mo kencing. astaga...hari tu mmg sia mc la. diam2 di ruma ja. petang tu makin teruk, got blood in my urine! OMG..malam tu spatutnya ada Majlis Izin Ilmi utk student2 yg akan menghadapi exam, n sia tida pigi. the next friday, sia p kerja jugala...tapi stengah hari ja, sia tida buli kasi tinggal toilet d ruma. ptg tu sia p klinik lagi, jumpa doktor yang sebenar. he gave me another remedy.then they arrange an X_ray appointment for me on this coming 31st. i request them to check my kidney. afraid of occurence of any stone there...eee...palis2. Dalam sia sakit2 tu, petang tu sempat juga sia p confession. sbb hari tu paling last confession sini labuan. ada Bishop datang...ngam2 lagi sbenarnya paling last s p confession tym 2 tahun yang lalu kalo sia tida silap. at the moment i kneel down beside the Bishop, i cry..i dunno why..
weekend sia bz sperti biasa. after p sunset mass, i attend the student gathering wif ivy. sunday i study for my SPP interview. skali kan,..time sia susun2 sia punya dokumen, baru sia prasan teda sia punya ic. astaga....mataila ini sia bilang. sia cari berabis. sampai menangis2 lagi. kalo teda, mmg tida dapat intebiu la sia. sia punya nota2 utk intebiu sia tida mau tingu suda tym tu. trus sia teingat sudala last year sia tida dpt kna intebiu sbb teda sijil spm, ni kali lain lagi yang teda. tym tu mmg sia rasa betul2 down...sia tida tau suda apa mo buat. sia suda p cari d mana2 tempat yg mungkin sia ada pigi, sampai sia balik p klinik p cari. sia kol orang2 tertentu. teda juga. sia pun tidatau mcmana, apa lagi sia mau buat, sia masuk dlm bilik, i recite the Rosary prayer. time tu la sia betul2 rasa sia pray dgn sangat2 bersungguh2 selepas sekian lama. time sia pray tu, ada calling. smpat lagi sia stop kijap, sia jawap. n orang tu cakap ada suda sa punya ic. found somewhere...astaga.....sia tida dapat gambarkan camana sia punya perasaan time tu...
n then kemarin sia pigi interbiu SPP bertempat d JPN labuan, Ujana Kewangan. time tu sia heran knapa sia tida nervous. mungkin tlmpau hebat dugaan sia dlm tempoh beberapa hari ni...penginterbiu sia nama dia Ms.Ong, PTD yg dtg khas dr KL. n sia rasa sia menjawab semua soalan2 yang diberi dgn sangat2 baik. betul ni...sia tida tipu..n from my instinct, i pass with flying colour. i guarantee. hoho!!

ADA WAKTUNYA

ADA WAKTU UNTUK BERDUKA
DAN ADA WAKTU 'TUK TERTAWA
UNTUK SEGALA SESUATUNYA
ADA WAKTUNYA
ADA WAKTU UNTUK MEROMBAK
DAN ADA WAKTU 'TUK MEMBANGUN
KAU JADIKAN SEMUANYA INDAH
PADA WAKTUNYA

REFF :

WALAU KINI KUMENABUR BENIH
SAMBIL MENCUCURKAN AIR MATA KU PERCAYA
SUATU SAAT KU KAN MENUAI BERKATNYA
SAMBIL BERSORAK-SORAI

Monday, March 2, 2009

terrible driver!

hohohoho!
im bek again....waduh3....yeyeh!got my car last Friday...but...i onli drove few time.huhuhu...
my famli came here last week just to see my new silver City & jalan2 kunun. n most of the time, dorang yg drive. i jadi penumpang je...besnyer...but since dorang balik, i jadi driver kpd diri sendri. ...dgn Tella sbg sia punya instructor d seblah.ole sbb sia masih blum konfiden, si Gaman c Tella hibernate utk sementara waktu.
actually, just now i experience such an embarrasing incident.hoho...guess wat, just now, i'm about to go to office la kunun ni sm c Tella, trus tejumpa collegue yg mo p kerja juga, sia dgn bek ati kasi tumpang la kunun. sakali tym parking, sikit lagi telanggar pokok d depan bah. suda la c kawan 2 pregnant 7bulan. terrible.....terrible....waduh3...tpksa suru dorang turun duluan, sia kasi bagus parking walaupun tetap miring juga....apa2 pun, lesen sia baru berumur 2bulan. jadi, sia maafkan kau(huhu...ditujukan kepada diri sendiri). jadi, the moral value is, jan kasi tumpang orang.
upps...bukan tamaha, tapi utk keselamatan. hahaha

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

its all about the new Honda City..


i went to the Honda showroom yesterday, and i saw this stunning bold beige city..
ummmmmmmm......im waiting for the silver one..hoho..
silverlicious!

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

henpon o henpon...



wew...cool is it?
after my nokia 6812 stolen a few months ago, i've been a handphone hunters...i'm looking for something unique, comfortable, user friendly, affordable handphone. n dis nokia E71 caught my eyes!
last time, i intend to own an Apple iPhone. but, damn expensive yo! and then come the nokia ExpressMusic. but i dun really like those wide screen n the touch screen. mybe bcos i oredi try the iPhone screen n i found that its sensitivity are quite different. alang2 kalau mau yg ada touchscreen, ambikla iphone. so, i made up my mind. i go for the nokia E71. zzzaaasss!!!































Sunday, January 18, 2009

gaji o gaji...


Today, 19.01.1009. lawa bah pula date hari ni kan. um, 1st day of this week, wuhh...mcm malas2 pun ada. tem cuti PST lagi ni..sikit la bah betul org2 d KML nih. sunyi mcm bangunan yang ditinggalkan.huhuhu...tengok muka student2 sy yang beberapa biji saja tu teda smangat mo blajar, sy buat la kuiz. Baru ku tau, otak dorang kusung ja lepas cuti. mcm sia dulu2...adeiii...
umm, cakap pasal student ni. teringat pula sia sama conversation sia dgn dorang tadi.
miss loli(sia lah) : ok, weekend ni kita ada kuiz.
student : hari brapa miss?
miss loli : friday malam or khamis. tapi sy blum tentukan jam brapa.

student : ala miss...kita buat hari khamis la ah.
miss loli : aik, knapa pula?ada yg xdpt datang ka?
student : iya miss, mo celebrate CNY.

(sia heran kijap)

miss loli : aik, kalo yang mo balik tu c chai pui yin tepala...tapi kalo c noorazah sama nursabrina pun mo balik.....#@%*???



adui....adui...ni la bah budak2 nih. kalo bilang cuti, semua pun mo balik. (padahal sia pun macam itu dulu2) huhu...

ee...niari gaji suda. awal betul la sia bengkrap ni kalo macam ni. n i'm waiting for something 'extraordinary' yang akan mengikis hampir semua duit gaji n simpananku bulan ni..
apa2 pun utk kawan2 yang celebrate CNY, Gong Xi Fa Chai! especially c collin, kirul dll kawan2 lama yang sia lama tia jumpa.
Slamat menikmati duit gaji. n jan lupa derma sikit sama mangsa2 d Gaza, Palestin.

PEACE, NO WAR!